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Featured: Courage The Cowardly Boy!
My present and your tomorrowMy present and your tomorrow
Who guards the guardsmen?
Who protects the guilty?
Who are the great and the meek?
Would the truth be hidden even when we seek?
How do I tell you my child, my daughter
About how we have moulded your future
About the disdain and disgust we've felt
When many atrocious deeds were dealt
We know our present will be your building block
where all wonderful opportunities will be unlocked
Yet all is in disarray and brewing calamity
Oh how do we fight to prevent a looming tragedy?
We dread the moment when you have to set foot
Upon our country which is rotting from the root
Where you will encounter bias, bigotry, and misogyny
That are condoned from the low till the highest authority
What agony it is to see and hear such dreadful violence
While lesser and lesser cares about who's innocence
Because apathy is slowly becoming the norm
Seeking relief in thinking in uniform
Sadly those who still have any common sense
are persecuted by the paid and the dense
Even when asked
Messy meWithout you I wouldn't want the moon.
I won’t have any use for it as I slumber till noon.
Without you, I wouldn't want to reach the stars
I’d be content into looking at fancy cars.
Without you, I wouldn't want to go beyond comfort.
I'd be happy within my imaginary court.
Neither would I’d want to push my limit
when halfhearted efforts gives me a passing merit.
But you've shown me such smile when you've gazed at the moon and the stars.
And saw your bliss when we go travel so far.
Felt your admiration when we learn something new
As you delight knowing more than you once knew
Without you, I’d be stationary stagnant and unwilling to grow
without you, my life with be boring and slow.
Without you I'd never truly change for the better.
Without you, I’m just another messy clutter
Well travelledI'd love to be the person you've wanted me to be
that happy go lucky, wild eyed dreamer that I was
But the thing is, it was in the past. Yes, that phase had passed
I am that bittered face, sleepy eyed,fatigued man before you
because you took for granted that I will never change
because I took for granted my own innocence
Because you underestimate what the world could do to me
and because I overestimate what I'll do to the world if it hurt me
so here I am, a dark reflection of my own self
the person, I didn't want to be but have to
Born out of my will and of survival
who set aside all those funny things and called it trivial
All I can say is see you in the mourning
yes not in the morning or tomorrow morning
in the mourning of what was lost
but also what was found to replace it
My birthday wish list 2015 :DMy birthday is coming up on october 2nd so here is my birthday requests wishes
1: A AMV video of me (x1 daring) to see more information about my amv request please go to this Journal here:
2: A cute plush doll of x1 daring like this
3: A mmd video of x1 daring dancing to We are Pop Candy with cool camera and mmd effects here is the model download is in the Journal and here is the Motion data download: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_l6J79xAgg
thank you very much everyone for all your support
x1thegirl~ ^_^ <3
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